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    Unregulated Word : Lost Petition: for an Endangered Species | Amanda Oaks 



    where are you my wild women on
    
the brink of brutish but upholding
    a close upkeep of grace & beauty, 

    growing taller than those old bones, 

    swelling & singing deeper than you 

    ever thought possible, does that 

    dark man visit your dreams, breathe 

    down your neck, sayin’ hey lady you’d 

    better pay attention, i told him last
    
night that i crossed that sacred, 

    shallow river seven times, he said 

    woman, do it slower next time, you 

    gotta be silent to hear the crackle
    
of the fire, i said that i’ve seen too
    
many fingers go quick to lips, that my 

    flames burn on the inside & they’re not 

    hard to miss, that our submissiveness
    
has been the cement holding together
    
our mother’s mismanagement & it’s 

    his mess that bloats all our hearts, 

    popping red balloons too heavy to
    
float, we have held in our tender 

    hands the same hopes & worries 

    of our mothers & their mothers &… 

    our minds have caged the same bird 

    too many times over, so i will not go
    
gentle into this night & when i open 

    my eyes your ghost will not guide
    
me to my death because i run with 

    a pack of wolves, we meet our men
    
halfway speaking the same language,
    
we roll around in our rusty double 

    beds, mama & papas of god shouting
    
thunder, spitting lightning, so don’t 

    you tell me that silence is golden,
    
our hands have been in our pockets 

    cupping loose change & lost buttons
    
for far too many years now, so this 

    is my call, my plea, my appeal, where 

    are you my wild-wild women, let’s
    
meet our men in the middle & show
    
the world what it means to be
    free

    December 20, 2010